Are you new to Femdom?

I began a few years ago when I became interested in the “classical” femdom art. I was in a relationship at the time. I began to talk to my girlfriend about doing some role playing and we would use art work for our themes. Each week we would switch. One week I was the Master, the next she was the Domme. This went on for a while and eventually wasn’t working. We decided one had to prevail. I asked her what her choice would be. She chose the Domme role as she had been submissive to men most of her life and found making me submissive opening up a whole new world for her. Empowering her with a sense of control she never had before. The art work got more graphic and the scenes more real. I found that with a little mind control I could trance into the submissive mind set if she said the right words. This was alwaysgreat except I never felt that she was in control. She couldn’t seperate herself from the person who cared for me to the person who’s needs came first, last, and always. Sadly, my desire to be really dominated put a rift between us and I lost a very loving friend. In truth, I don’t know if I could ever be a true submissive, but there’s an unfulfilled aching that I can’t put down. That’s why I keep toying with the idea of giving it a try hear. Especially after I read Mistress Emma’s fantastic book, The Femdom Syndicate.